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Chasing the Sun

Ty Landrum "Chasing the Sun"

A year ago, I had the pleasure of assisting Director Jesse R. Borrell as he worked with yogi master Ty Landrum. The video, “Chasing the Sun, Ashtanga Vinyasa” has just been released.

That chilly afternoon in Boulder, we walked out onto Mountain Park Open Space and perched on a hilltop beside a pond. The sounds of human activity were all around us – airplanes crisscrossing overhead; a backhoe beeped its warning over and over as it moved forward/backward working a nearby mulch pile; below us, a skateboarder flew by on a winding path; above us, geese squawked gracing the sky in wide arcs.

Moving with Purpose.

The meaning and intention of this video and practice were to move beyond the comfort and familiarity of the studio. Here is Ty, out in the world, inviting the viewer to come closer, to experience the embrace and abandonment of physical and psychical boundaries. And here is Jesse, up very close, capturing the intensity of Ty’s practice; and in turn, me, photographing Jesse doing what he does so well.

As Director/ Videographer/ Editor, Jesse sought to keep the shoot simple and real, one camera, one flowing shoot, including all of the natural sounds. Thus, in midst of everything going on around us, the poses lead to an experience of inner quiet – a way out of the present moment, by reaching inward.


"Chasing the Sun" Jesse Borrell, Director
"Chasing the Sun"

One Take. Timing is Everything.

We tramped out to our location watching the shifting sky. As the sun started to fall, clouds moved in and the light changed. Time to move! Sunset at 4:30. It was brisk, and as the sun started to dip, the temperature dropped even more. Hikers with their dogs looped the trail below bundled up in hats, coats, gloves.

Ty slipped quietly away, sprinting a length of the trail, shifting his body and mind into an internal dynamic state. When he returned, he stripped down layer by layer and stepped to the mat, his focus moving inward and up.

chasing the sun!

Jesse, watching the light shift, adjusted accordingly, metering sample captures. I am nearby, but out of camera range, holding reflectors to bounce light onto Ty’s torso. Quietly shifting my position and camera, I capture Jess in his behind-the-scenes action.

Later on in final production, Jesse interwove fading sunlight, muscles rippling, mirrored pond reflection. Listen carefully for the constant, faint, murmur of breath and pulse surging through Ty’s body. Jess returned to the location another day with his drone to shoot the broad landscape. He joined Ty’s family to retrace their steps yet another day, to add deeper context to Ty’s soliloquy.

Jesse shoots Ty Landrum "Chasing the Sun"
Ty Landrum "Chasing the Sun"
Jesse Borrell of NOCOAST shoots Ty Landrum "Chasing the Sun"

“As the world spirals into darkness, so do our individual minds. But we can spark the most brilliant revolution by turning our attention inward to the things that matter most. We gradually become whatever we contemplate most intensely…”

How fortunate am I?

As you may have realized, I feel the fascination and honor of being present, lending silent strength to artistry-in-action. Both of these talented men pulse with creativity! Ty’s grace and intention merge with Jesse’s technical expertise and artistry. No hesitation, just flow.

How does a filmmaker tell a story? An idea is formed through discussion, exploration, preparation, and it builds momentum. Conception leads to action, moving dynamically. The setting, the sounds, the trust between the subject and videographer. The final artful editing adds layers of subtle meaning, reaches a climax, then resolution.

The planes groan on above, the backhoe insists, the geese don’t care. Ty moves fluidly, spontaneously – even chuckling amid pose saying, “I don’t know where that came from!”

Jesse anticipates – flowing in and out, gracefully, fluidly, with a hand-held camera. A rich focus has descended and enfolds us as a dance of intention emerges.


“Our minds become saturated with wonder, the world appears sublime – an infinite revelry in the spontaneous, ecstatic unfoldment of the creative forces of life.”
– Ty Landrum


Gwenna’s Book

Bookmaking | One-of-a-Kind Treasures Gwenna's Book cover

Now that Gwenna is 2 years old…

it is her turn for an “Ama Book”. I had made one for Liliana at that age … and I gotta play fair!  Hmmm, what can I try this time?

Bookmaking. A one-of-a-kind family treasure.

I decided to combine both vector and raster file types for an imaginary, playful setting.

Cruising online through stock art files, I purchased a multi-layered Illustrator document to use as a backdrop. This file had many objects to play with and I extracted its objects (chair, bed, table, lamp, etc.) onto separate layers so I could move them around as I pleased.

Zoe and I both took photos of Gwenna’s favorite stuffed animals and exchanged them by email. As I silhouetted each character, it was fun to place the figures into this imaginary bedroom, suspended in the air as our cramped little Gwenna wails, “Roll OVER!” Then the objects and critters tumble all helter-skelter! Luckily, big sister Liliana is there to cushion their fall!

The cadence of reading this book aloud with it’s repetitive, count-down call-out is a child’s delight!

Taking the photos of the two humans was more difficult than any other part of this project.

The original idea was that Liliana and Gwen would be wearing matching pajamas … the cute ones that have penguins on the leggings and top. However, it seemed nearly impossible to have both sets fresh and clean at the same time …

Ready, Camera, Action!?

Not exactly … Coaxing both girls to pose and respond to my simple direction was hilarious and unsuccessful. “Sit still, please. Cozy up together … that’s good! Look at the camera, please?”

Tripod in place, camera settings adjusted, lighting not so good. Where’s Gwenna? Second try, hold still G!  Where’s Lil? Oops, need a diaper change. Oops, the light has shifted. Oh man, someone is tired … its nap time.

Well, for better or worse, I got the needed shots of both girls sitting upright in the bed. Liliana handled the photo shoot like a pro, posing in a variety of positions as though she was catching the tumbling critters midair! I improvised the rest with photos in my library. Their images didn’t turn out as bright and clear as I had hoped …

The most important thing is that Gwenna and Lili loved the book – and that makes me happy!




This book was designed in InDesign. Hard copies come from an online, print-on-demand publisher who I have used for a variety of projects. It is soft cover, printed on a bright white quality paper.  Here are a few spreads from the project…

Bookmaking | One-of-a-Kind Treasures Gwenna's Book, sample spread

Bookmaking | One-of-a-Kind Treasures Gwenna's Book, sample spread

Holiday Magic!

This angel ornament was made by my mother, Cecily Roberts Philpot. If there are angels among us, I know Cis is one of them.

Mom had a delightful, child-like, artistic sense. This angel is one of many that she made from dough and handpainted. She fashioned all kinds of tiny figures – bunnies, cats, puppies, people. And she loved fairies! There are not many dough babies left as many have dried out and crumbled over time. I treasure the precious objects that remain.

With so much strife across the globe, I pray every night for those who are less fortunate. I pray for understanding and tolerance, to reach out to build a celebration of our differences and to find a renewed belief in the essential goodness of humanity.

Whatever is beautiful, whatever is meaningful, whatever brings you happiness. May it be yours this holiday season and throughout the coming year.


What Truly Matters

Montage – Inverness Dance Party

Montage – Racing and skipping on a stormy day!

In my personal life, what truly matters is quality time spent with my family. Happily, this is a priority that we all share.

This playful and joyous image evokes the natural energy of a cold, wind-whipped California coastline and the splendor of romping on Drake Beach on Inverness!  Powerful medicine!  Three generations of strong-willed women exploding with heartful joy!



Montage – Zoe and Lili Go Flying

Montage – Zoe and Lili Go Flying

In this image, my dear ones delight in play, as mother and babe roll on the floor and I crouched nearby with a camera.

Such sweet, small, daily moments take on special significance when embroidered with sincerity and thoughtfulness. This montage consists of five different images and hints of fantasy destinations of imagination. Oh, how far we can go in play!


“When we as a society begin to value mothers as the givers and supporters of life, then we will see social change in ways that matter.”

Wise words from Ina May Gaskin – midwife, author, women’s advocate, sage.


More on Ina May Gaskin:

Montage Spiritual MidwiferyI have always admired Ina May. Now 78 years old, she is an inspiration. Her life’s passion has been to support the experiences of pregnancy, childbirth, and breastfeeding from a natural and spiritual perspective, rather than the standard clinical viewpoint.

In 1971, Ina May, with her husband Stephen Gaskin, founded a commune called The Farm located near Summertown, Tennessee.

In Tennessee, she and her fellow midwives established The Farm Midwifery Center where she served as its Director. It was one of the first out-of-hospital birthing centers in the USA. By 2011, the Farm Midwifery Center had handled approximately 3000 births, with remarkably good outcomes. Ms. Gaskin herself has attended more than 1200 births.

The work of Gaskin and the midwives might not have had such impact if it hadn’t been for the publication of her book, Spiritual Midwifery. I treasure my own worn copy.

Considered a seminal work, this book made Ina May a recognizable entity, revered widely as a respected teacher in homebirth and midwifery circles. Spiritual Midwifery is acknowledged as a “classical text on midwifery” with a “lasting impact”.


More publications by Ina May:

  • For twenty-two years she published Birth Gazette, a quarterly covering health care, childbirth, and midwifery issues
  • 2003 – Guide to Childbirth was released and has since been translated into Italian, Slovenian, German, and French
  • 2009 – Guide to Breastfeeding
  • 2011 – Birth Matters: A Midwife’s Manifesta

In 2011, Ina May won the Right Livelihood Award “for her whole life’s work teaching and advocating safe, woman-centered childbirth methods that best promote the physical and mental health of mother and child.”

Barbara Katz Rothman, Sociologist and Author declared,

“It’s not just the making of babies, but the making of mothers that midwives see as the miracle of birth.”

Liliana, Lulu, Roscoe

The best part of being a grandma is …

I get to be a kid again!

I get to go to the park, ride bikes, bake cookies, and sew dolls!

My granddaughter Liliana has a new friend named Lulu. Lulu is a long-legged, pig-tailed cutie with polka-dot pantaloons and ballet shoes (of course).

Lulu has a friend, a little purple monster named Roscoe.

Liliana, Lulu and Roscoe get into lots of mischief!

Sewing the dolls was a lot of fun, although working with such tiny pieces of fabric for Lulu’s dress was difficult.

Once completed, I rigged up a suspension system and photographed Lulu and Roscoe in a series of airborne tumbling poses. My plan was to make a storybook adventure … an e-book and/or a printed version. I haven’t had the opportunity to complete this as yet, but give me time…

Got a minute to see something truly heart-warming? Check out the wonderful work of Amy Jandrisevits, a former social worker in a pediatric oncology unit, who understands all too well how therapeutic it is for kids to see their differences reflected in the things they play with — namely, dolls. She makes her own non-traditional Raggedy Ann dolls for children with disabilities. Each is handmade and looks just like the child it’s made for, matching their unique physical characteristics, medical issues, and ethnicity.

Lulu and Roscoe
Lulu and Roscoe
Lulu and Roscoe

One Pot, One Planet

One Pot, One Planet

My husband is a great cook.

Yes, Bookmaking!!  Our favorite meal is so good that we created a cookbook about it!

Nicholas states, “Food is for nourishment, eating is for pleasure! Combine the two and create a healthy attitude about eating. Forgo stressful planning and shopping, and enjoy a delicious, savory meal.”

A One Pot Meal is a simple pleasure. Cook it once and enjoy it at least a second time. Find your nearest farmer’s market, purchase the freshest ingredients, inhale the aromatic herbs, enjoy the sweet labor of chopping by hand.

on-demand bookmaking is so creative!

I laid out the unique format in Adobe InDesign and published via Blurb. I prefer to create my own layout rather than use the pre-formatted ones. This method is more challenging but the result is worth the effort.

Text by Nicholas, edited by yours truly. Photographs by Nicholas, Jesse, me, and Tobin too! This book is a true labor of love.

Below are some spreads from the 54-page hardcover.

One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout
One Pot, One Planet page layout


Insider story: I was never satisfied with the “headless” cover photo and I planned to revise it, so I voiced my displeasure to the photographer (Jesse) and to the model (Zoe). This, of course, set off a wicked round of teasing from the peanut gallery …thus the series of out-takes below.  “Oh really, Mom?!”



Liliana turns Two

Liliana's book

Book Design!

I had been graced with attending Liliana Satya’s birth in 2010, a gift I will never forget.

On Liliana’s first birthday, her mom and dad felt called to have a Naming Ceremony at Story Ranch in Las Vegas, New Mexico, where they were living at the time. Friends and family assembled under the massive Story Tree to chant and drum and call out her name, to acknowledge her presence, her gifts, her vitality.

That year, circumstances prevented Nick and me from traveling west, and I was so, so sad. To make up for missing it, I threw myself into creating a one-of-a-kind book as a gift for Liliana’s second birthday.

On the sly, I had taken photos of many of Liliana’s favorite stuffed animals, who are as real and animated to her as you or me. I also gathered photos of family near and far. I assembled a visual story of Liliana’s rightful place on the planet.

Liliana’s cover photo in this tiny green hoodie was taken by Joe’s mother Maryann. It was an early cellphone image that blew my mind. Her joy, her vitality, and presence were overwhelming to me. The image was very small in file size and could not be enlarged or it would look terrible … so I tucked tiny Lili in a rolling field of grass … and all was well in the world. It was perfect!

An on-demand four-color book.

Liliana adored her birthday book. She carried it in her backpack everywhere she went. She studied the faces of her family and friends – knowing she belonged and was cherished. I printed 30+ copies and distributed them to friends and family as gifts.

Now Liliana is almost 8 and she has a baby sister named Gwenna, who will be turning 2 in October. Guess I’d better get a move on, I mean, fairs-fair! I wonder what will I come up with?? 

Stuffed animals
Stuffed animals
Bookmaking – Liliana and Gwenna in petticoats


Here are a few spreads from the 42-page, 6″x6″ kid-size book that includes Liliana’s grandparents, great-grandparents, loved ones, her beloved stuffies, trees, wind, clouds. I hear her name called out on the wind. And good energy and blessings surround her!


Liliana's Birthday book
Liliana's Birthday book
Liliana's Birthday book
Liliana's Birthday book
Bookmaking detail
Bookmaking detail
Bookmaking detail
Bookmaking detail
Bookmaking detail
Bookmaking detail

We Are Now One

We Are Now One - book designWedding Book

Summer of 2009. A tender time when family and friends gathered to celebrate the union of Joseph and Zoe. One hundred plus guests traveled to the small town of Paonia, on the sleepy side of Colorado, where our party overflowed from our comfortable inn into accommodations in town.

Guests started drifting in on Friday afternoon. That evening we congregated in town at a lovely restaurant where we took to the street to toast each other in greeting. After a festive dinner, we adjourned to a local dance hall where we projected a surprise slideshow of family photos.

Saturday morning brought individual activities; some went exploring, biking, hiking. Even more – others attended a Blessingway at a yoga studio in town. The wedding took place at 4 pm that afternoon as the sky turned a stormy gray and clouds gathered overhead.

Building a ceremonial space

For the rite, Nicholas constructed a ceremonial structure known as a bagua to constellate the energy. From its crossbars, we hung windchimes, prayer flags, and beaded dangling adornments that our guests strung together as they got to know one another. The breeze stepped up just as the ceremony began, the curtains rippling and the wind chimes singing out an agreement that sealed the deal!

A Wedding Book – Bride and Groom
A Wedding Book – Wedding after party
A Wedding Book – Wedding preparation
A Wedding Book – Wedding bagua
Bookmaking – A Wedding Book – a kiss

Looking back, the experience was perfect! We had planned this weekend from afar, and it was a real family affair! Jesse took magnificent photos. I designed the invitations. Wildflowers from a local farm adorned the tables.

A Sunday morning brunch was our closing – hence, it was sad and sweet. My only regret was that it was over too soon and I felt hollowed out, bereft, as guests and family departed. How did I not see that coming?

Now we are one

Jesse and I created a book to commemorate the wedding. I created it in InDesign and published it via Blurb. Each year on their anniversary, Zoe and Joe sit together to reminisce as they turn the pages. The title is “We Are Now One” – borrowed from the poem by Rumi.

“We stood together hand in hand in primordial time. Now, at last, we are one.”

A Wedding Book – Wedding invitation design
A Wedding Book – wildflowers

Time and Space

Photobombing – Photoshop Montage – Jesse & Jaime go flying!

With all of the great photos I have at hand, there are many opportunities to have fun … SO… pardon me.
It’s time for …


As you roam abroad, so far away, you are always in my heart.

Travel safely!  Spread goodwill and creativity – and return to me with fond tales to tell.


In the words of Mohammed,

…Don’t tell me how educated you are,
tell me how much you have travelled!


Photobombing – Photoshop Montage
Photobombing – Where's Waldo? Photoshop Montage